So stop waiting for Fridays, and stop waiting for summers, and stop waiting for someone to fall in love with you, because those things will happen. But in the meantime, enjoy right now

Lucy Sutcliffe (via kelseytvs)

Strategy for a Marathon

observando:

I will start
when the gun goes off.
I will run
for five miles.
Feeling good,
I will run
to the tenth mile.
At the tenth
I will say,
Only three more
to the halfway.”
At the halfway mark,
13.1 miles,
I will know
fifteen is in reach.
At fifteen miles
I will say,
'You've run twenty before,
keep going.
At twenty
I will say,
Run home.”

― Marnie Mueller

I know I always try to be positive because it’s healthy but I seriously feel like I’m just being beaten at this trying to be social thing again and again and it’s like I try so so hard and I can’t catch a break and still get kicked while I’m down… I just don’t get it. There are so many opportunities and many more people and churches here than in Northern Ireland yet I cannot for the life of me have an easy time getting involved. Within 1 week in Ireland I had my circle of close friends. And they were all so positive about me coming back here, like you’re so popular you’ll make new friends right away!!!! I’m glad they had that much faith but obviously it failed and ugh I REALLY hate being in America right now and a lot of stuff about it and I just want to close my eyes and wake up at home again.

SO SO PISSED because I finally get to go on a retreat and MEET people and had it all worked out well with my schedule since we just had critiques and the math test would be a week and a half afterwards… then my flipping stats teacher said we’re gonna have the test NEXT EFFING TUESDAY when I already paid the deposit to go on church retreat this weekend. “Didn’t you get the email?” Me: *tries to explain entire situation + the fact that no, an email was not received** Her: “Well the syllabus says that it is subject to change. Sorry sweetie hope its not too much of an inconvenience.”

I JUST FLIPPING EPXLAINED THAT IT WAS and furthermore she said IN CLASS, LAST WEEK that she would never move up the test that early, that at the most it would be the Thursday BEFORE, not an entire effing week. I am so pissed and now I’m caught between a rock and a hard place this is so shitty there is no good way out of this I need to kick something hard

My art professors just spotted me in the lounge of the cafe and they point at me and go “It’s like an Elvis sighting”